i'm not making this up. it happens to me. twice and it give a major impact on me. every time i hate that particular thing, it backfired on me. so i don't want that 3 things to be in a chapter of my life. and take note: i not going to use 'i don' want' any more. the previous sentence is going to be the last time i say it. i'll try my best to avoid that 3 things.
pada aku, try my best is not a promise. more like Insya Allah. what if one day, i've been kidnapped and the kidnappers force me to take drugs??
aku tetap dikira pernah sentuh dadah walaupun aku tak mahu. benda tu dah ada dalam badan. aku nak tipu siapa?? diri sendiri??
macam mana kalau selepas kes penculikan tu aku nak kahwin. pergi buat medical check up dan doktor kata ada dadah dalam darah. aku tak boleh kata aku tak pernah ambil dadah. memang benda tu aku ambil walaupun dalam keadaan dipaksa.
i've made my point and i hope that you guys understand.. wait, hold on.
kenapa aku susah payah nak pujuk hati korang?? ini dah melanggar prinsip aku. which is 'not to pleased other people cause my life is too fucking short for that.'
you know what, it's up to you people to think what ever you want to think.
it's my life, my blog, my thoughts.
it's me, me, me.
and me, myself and i who knows whats best for me. and from here i know who my friends are.
who my true friends are, who understands me and who i can turn too.
yes, it is you PA and maybe more to come.
aku pernah tulis di dalam entree aku sebelum ni dan aku ulang semula, I DON'T NEED IMPOSTOR.
p/s: maybe kidnapped is not a good word to use. cause im not a kid and all. maybe i'll change it to adolescents-napped.
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