Self Satisfaction.. (Not THAT Satisfaction)

~to those yang tak dapat terima what i'm saying masa on the way nak habis baca post i ni, diberi kebenaran untuk tutup blog ni. tiada paksaan untuk membaca.~

hari ini aku nak menekankan pada diri aku sendiri yang hidup ini terlalu pendek untuk menyenangkan hati orang lain. life is to short. self satisfaction is very important. kenapa nak peningkan kepala memikirkan apa yang orang lain akan cakap? kenapa nak susahkan diri sendiri? other people out there doesn't give a shit of what you're thinking about them. so why do you? some people need friends or at least someone to be there with them but some people don't.

so what is that particular person is different from the other? so what if he/she is happy with who and what they are. why do we have these categories of people. people so called 'mak nyah' or 'gay' or 'pengkid' or 'nerd' or 'mat rempit' or 'the popular gang' or 'the uncool' or 'the rich and the famous'.

lantak la dengan apa yang dia orang nak buat. kalau sakit sangat mata tu melihat, jangan tengok. dan kalau dah tertengok, jangan cakap. tambah dosa korang je.

fine. i know. mulut orang tak boleh tutup tapi bukan tak boleh jaga. jaga mulut tu sikit. sendiri nak ingat lah, bukan semua orang sempurna. bagus lah kalau da suka sangat dengan apa yang korang ada tapi kenapa nak buat hidup orang semak?

come on man. let them be. bukannya susah sangat pun kan?

ya. korang boleh tegur. read my word, TEGUR bukan MENGATA. it 2 different words. and definitely 2 different impact on people.

kita semua sama. we come from the same place and the same thing. and we end up at same place too. which is under the ground. i doesn't matter what shit you give to the world. it's all about you. are you prepare for tomorrow? are you happy today?

have any of you ever imagine that at this one particular day that you realy want to do something badly but you afraid what people might think and said. so instead of doing it you just at you room and do nothing, and the next morning you died. pasal nak jaga hati orang you tak buat apa yang you nak buat and the person yang you takut denan mulut pisau dia tu don't even bother to see you for the last time.

but of course, as motivation to me and other people, ignore what ever THINGS that you heard about you. to whom who is a kind person and soft hearted person, you may just give them a big smile and to whom who is well, not so kind and a red head, give them a nice slap across their faces.

i wish i have gun and shoot them off.

come to think of it, i should have one.

yeah.