Emptiness..

This thing that I felt in my heart, I'm not sure what it is.

It is sort of like an urge to speak, to smile, to be happy but nothing came out of me. NOTHING.

This emptiness and the loneliness that I felt is sort of chewing my heart slowly but painfully. I feel like I lost my friends in the world. Like, nobody is out there for me to smile at. 

What I feel right now is an emptiness. An empty box.